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its december. so fast. real fast. and its almost christmas!! ohh yeahh :D
i gotta admit i love this month. i do :) well, school holiday didn't get to enjoy like i want to. its always boring. maybe i already get used to this school holidays boredoom. i just hope and super hope that this year christmas will be fun. i wish :)

people with mask is out there somewhere

be careful is my first advice. u wouldn't know. well, when u almost started to said about someone, u might wanna reflect yourself before u start. im not saying or even think that im perfect. no one is. so, nobody perfect, remember that. u like to judge people, but u don't realize everyone had their own weakness. but don't forget their good heart. what good things that they ever done for you. life is too short to live in resentment all the time. life is about forgive and forget. its not easy, but just try. i try to forget and forgive. its not easy, but i know i can.
i don't wanna live in life full of hating. its miserable. well, love your enemy. haha. ;) i love all my friends. i even miss them so badly right now. wish to meet them all soon :)

i grew up ..

living in this world, we may came across sadness and happiness. there are moment you smile and laugh out loud and moment you cry and cry as hard as you can. i admit, life hard. but if it easy its not life. i believe everything happens for reason like a friend of mine said. everything happens in my life, making me learn to be strong and feel strong to cope with everything. there is still many things i have to learn. this is a big big but small world.
how do i say? here the words everyone know, LOVE. how big is this world? so big? but finally i met him no matter how big is this world. and then we enter our two world becomes one where inside there's so many things we see, through and felt. in this our world, i learn so much, especially i realize the power of love. so strong. so powerful that can made you do anything just for him. im a clumsy person, i fall in love. and its too late to turn back because i am deeply in love with a boy. a boy that is so special for me.
as i grow up, i can see everything around me slowly changing, it don't stay the same. every each of people has their own life stories. but no matter what life goes on. don't stop walking, finish your walk. and you will realize a word LIFE, is not a simple word.

thank you for all of that, you're the GOODest fren i've known.

when your whole world is fill with love

you make me feel calm, cuz with you, everything going right.

you're my star in the sky that i've been watching my life time. i found you, im with you, yet im so thankful.
slowly u make all my wishes comes true. time passed by second to minutes, minutes to hour, and hour to day.
our love grows without limit. every moment with you i wish time slow time, so that i can be in you & my world much longer. we may came across fights, argue-ing, jealousy, or any test for our relationship, but one thing we'll keep in mind that we'll keep on loving each other. no perfect relationship.
i heard you heartbeat, and felt your breath. everything about you made you soo special to me. i love you so much. i can't let you go, and i won't.
you make me see the power of  love. u make me understand what love is with you. you just can't get out of my mind anymore, and pls don't. stay in my mind, my heart, beside me.

i love you.

where is the love?

here. in our heart.
as time goes by, our love continue to grows.
i cry, you cry. i smile, you smile.
together in everything, hard times, and happy times.
find me, search for me whenever you need me,
cause i always will be there for you through any condition.
hold my hand. and you'll know it fits perfectly.
so don't let go, cuz in my life, i won't either.
you're the best thing that ever happen to me.
you're part of me, part of my world, my everything.
in this small world that fills with thousand millions of people, i met you.
it's not easy, but i thanks God for this arrangement.

talking about loving you. nothing can describe how deep it is.
deeper than the ocean? more than that.
maybe from words, its not that easy to believe.
but trust me i'll prove by loving u as much as i can till the end of my life.
you may not see in the beginning, but im sure you will someday.
don't worry, don't be fear, don't think too much.
just believe dear.
believe that i wanna be the one that wipe your tears away, i wanna be with you my whole life, i want you to be part of me, i want to share every happiness and sadness with you, i want your one and only chocolate, i want to get close to you each times our love growing, i want to hug you whenever i feel to, i want to cry on your shoulder when i need to, i want to miss you every second non-stop, i want to flash back everything about us as it makes me smile without any reason, i want i want i want only you.
don't let the pass stuck us. let it go.
let it passed with time as it passed for good.
let us focus for us. our love. for the coming times, through tears and laugh.
no matter what.
with all my heart i love you. jason jeremiah j. <3

open my eyes.

well every things was complicated this lately, yea.
every things happened weaken my spirit.
but i keep reminding myself to be strong every times.
i guess this is so life call eh? so different from fairytale, drama and etc etc.
well i learn not less too from every things that happened; i have to hold on.
thanks to my friends and special one for being beside me always.
say every things happen for a reason, i believe that so.
no matter what happen, just hold on to every thing jadlyn.

friends for life :)

party mode on.

holidays here :)

SMILE :)

i love everyone that love me.

study is all i need to now :)

study hard study smart :)